horrible feeling...

let me tell ya, i had the worst weekend of my life..everyone knows my bf had to leave on Tuesday for bootcamp. well, turned out that i had to say goodbye on Monday instead. it was horrible. just out of the blue. crazy emotions came over me. I was with his father, brother and his brothers wife and ive never seen any of them be so sad either. I cried for hours... around 11 that night- i got a phone call from him!! :D i guess his dad brought him his phone and he could have it that night. he called me tuesday while he was on the bus to bootcamp and i havent heard from him since. i dont think bootcamp will let him have a phone. :'( i miss him sooo much. i havent been able to eat or sleep like normal. i feel like my best friend just up and left. i have wrote him 2 letters 2 pages long each. and i wont be able to mail him until i get his address which will prolly be in about few weeks...i cant wait until i get the first letter from him. i hope there not killing him. :/ i miss him so much. i cant wait until i get to see him in July! :D im counting down the days!!

the worst weekend of my life so far...

this weekend is the last weekend with my boyfriend until he comes back in June. i am not happy about it! i am going home with him and staying with him til i take him to the airport on monday. i feel like i am going to cry my eyes out and never want to leave his side. i have never had anyone in my family or anyone that i know leave for bootcamp/anything army wise. i dont know how to handle it especially when it is my boyfriend! i hope that this weekend is a memorable one and i know that its not the end of the world but i feel like 2 months is a very long time and its only the begining. he is gone for 2 months, back for 2 weeks, gone for another 4 months, back for a month, then sent away to either iraq or somewhere over seas! :'( hopefully they decide to post him in the united states!! please god! it is finals week soon. my birthday is may 6th. my summer is going to be not any fun without my boyfriend. i have been dating him for almost 3 years. i dont remember what summers like without him. just tell me everything will be ok!

finishing up the semester....

Biology: thank god i got my essay done for biology!! it was a 5 page research paper that i felt like would never end. the most boring thing that i had to do about earthworms. now for that class, i need to focus on memorizing the body parts of a frog. Uggg... that seems impossible for me!!
Sociology: i have notes to do and i dont have any more exams in the class besides the final. it is an inclass final which is different from all the other finals. hopefully all my past tests will help me with the final seeing as its cummulative.
Philosophy: this class is really easy. i love this class. i have nothing to do except for my final and i already have it. i just have to get the writing done and i can turn it in any time i want to before the set date.
English: there is so much revising that i have to do in this class. i feel like all ill be doing is rereading the same thing over and over again. i know what i have to do, seeing as i did the same thing last year, i just feel like it is just as stressful...

sis's volleyball....

this weekend my youngest sister had a volleyball tourney in michigan. we had to get up and leave at 6:00 sat morning because it takes 2 hours to get there so i fall asleep on the way there. we get there and the whole team shows up and not all of them have the same shirts on. it is illegal for teams to wear 2 different colored shirts on. that was a big deal but there was a bigger deal that happened...the teams coach was sick and they didnt have another coach to coach them! oh no!! Fin is the coach that was supposed to show up. well after freaking out, he shows up and hes freaking out. says he drove all the way here and his wife needs the car he drove. its got thier kids baseball stuff in it. so he asks me- can i drive his car all the way back to indiana and back? HAHA i slept on the way here! i dont know my way...so he told me that i had to coach the team! omg! omg! i have never coached in my life! never! i didnt know what to do! so i had them run and do some volleyball stuff but i couldnt think of anything very good. i didnt know what to about line ups..i have never seen this team play so i dont know what their positions are. i was soo nervous.. i had the parents on my side and they were helping me. the kids were nice too. i did my best to play equally. we won! i was proud!! then i realized that i had to ref the next game. i have never never ever did that before. i didnt know what to do! i was freaking out! meanwhile all the parents were upset that thier child had to be this one player that didnt get to serve or only got to play front row...i was sick of all the complaints! i was not worried about that...and it wasnt my fault that the girls were to irresponsible not to bring both thier shirts. no matter what, i couldnt change the way we set up the court...so i had to ref the first game then Fin showed up and took over. thank god!! the parents quit complaining because they know they cant say anything about it. Fin is the high school coach and this is the junior high volleyball team so he didnt know the team either. so i still had to be the assistant coach. i had so much fun. i made the line up and was pretty much the boss. that was such a good memory! :)

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best and worst Thursday ever!

today i had a test in biology. i HATE biology! the test was the hardest one so far this year. i didnt have time to study as much as i wanted to because i had another test 2 days before in my sociology class. i had to work both the 2 days that i needed to study. but my boyfriend loves me because he came and suprised me today and hes here!! that makes it the best thursday ever!!

~*Riley Kitty*~

i got a new kitten this weekend!! :D

it is a long story but its soooo funny to me....

it starts out this saturday...my boyfriends dad, bf, and i go to the grociery store. next door is the pet store and if you know me- i love kittens!! LOVE KITTENS!!! so i went in and held one and loved her and wanted her. his dad says "no cats! i hate cats!" :( he was happy that i was happy tho.

come home and we had to go shopping for houses for bf's older brother and we went to go get ice cream. got too much and no one wanted to eat the large icee. i had a blizzard to begin with and i was full. dad says "u eat all this ill buy you a kitty" thinking that i would have never finished it. it was huge!! guess what i downed that thing! i wanted a kitty!!!

he kept saying that he was going to get me a stuffed kitty and not a real one..we pinky sweared that i would get that kitty at the pet store..i said i want that orange and white one with a pink bow and everything.

bf and i had to leave for dinner for other family members-

come home and there is that kitty sitting on dads lap! pink bow and everything!! shes is adorable!!

my mom wont let me have one-so i have to keep it at his dads. bf is leaving for boot camp so i have to come over during the summer and visit my kitty and see his dad too. i think that was his intention. that family loves me! and i have my very own kitten!! :)

what a weekend...

my weekend was one of the most emotional and crazy weekend that i think that has hit me in along time...it was not as bad as one week in February but this one is all about me...the doctors appt on friday didnt come out to well. it is not that big of a deal now but if the asist grows then im going to have to have surgery. i get to finish school out with no dr. appts interupting me anymore which is good. i just have never had that much info hit me at one time. that was some of the crazy emotional part that i wish was not going on with me...i went to the movies with my bf and his friend and him are in a fight about how they choose their girlfriends instead of eachother..it was a fight that i wish that i wasnt involved in...what a weekend...