the worst weekend of my life so far...

this weekend is the last weekend with my boyfriend until he comes back in June. i am not happy about it! i am going home with him and staying with him til i take him to the airport on monday. i feel like i am going to cry my eyes out and never want to leave his side. i have never had anyone in my family or anyone that i know leave for bootcamp/anything army wise. i dont know how to handle it especially when it is my boyfriend! i hope that this weekend is a memorable one and i know that its not the end of the world but i feel like 2 months is a very long time and its only the begining. he is gone for 2 months, back for 2 weeks, gone for another 4 months, back for a month, then sent away to either iraq or somewhere over seas! :'( hopefully they decide to post him in the united states!! please god! it is finals week soon. my birthday is may 6th. my summer is going to be not any fun without my boyfriend. i have been dating him for almost 3 years. i dont remember what summers like without him. just tell me everything will be ok!